{"id":813,"date":"2018-08-09T00:45:51","date_gmt":"2018-08-08T23:45:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.monogatari.info\/?p=813"},"modified":"2018-08-09T00:45:51","modified_gmt":"2018-08-08T23:45:51","slug":"im-waiting-for-the-night","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/2018\/08\/09\/im-waiting-for-the-night\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m waiting for the night."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i>I&#8217;m <\/i><span style=\"font-family:Ubuntu,sans-serif;font-size:16px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-transform:none;float:none;text-align:left\"><i>waiting for the night to fall<\/i><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family:Ubuntu,sans-serif;font-size:16px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-transform:none;float:none;text-align:left\"><i>When everything is bearable<\/i><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family:Ubuntu,sans-serif;font-size:16px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-transform:none;float:none;text-align:left\"><i>And there in the still<\/i><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family:Ubuntu,sans-serif;font-size:16px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-transform:none;float:none;text-align:left\"><i>All that you feel<\/i><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family:Ubuntu,sans-serif;font-size:16px;font-style:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-transform:none;float:none;text-align:left\"><i>Is tranquility<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Usually this song is like it&#8217;s meant to me. I get goosebumps every time I hear it. And then there are days like today, when the night is not my friend.<\/p>\n<p>Actually, the night is still a friend. It&#8217;s me that can&#8217;t bare myself. The self-pity, the &#8220;poor me&#8221;, the I feel lonely. All these feelings make me an unbareable company, and yet they exist.<\/p>\n<p>This may sound depressing and it may look like I&#8217;m depressed, but that&#8217;s not the case. I&#8217;m just going through a rough patch. It will wear off in time. This has happened to me so many times in my life that I&#8217;ve lost count.<\/p>\n<p>I find myself feeling attracted to someone and all sorts of thoughts and feelings start to assail me. I start creating full movies in my head and in most cases I&#8217;m in the worst position or the outcome is not the best for me.<\/p>\n<p>I have to stop thinking.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m waiting for the night to fall When everything is bearable And there in the still All that you feel Is tranquility Usually this song is like it&#8217;s meant to me. I get goosebumps every time I hear it. And then there are days like today, when the night is not my friend. Actually, the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-813","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pensamentos-sentimentos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/813","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=813"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/813\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=813"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=813"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monogatari.info\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=813"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}