While listening to “Strings of a Bard” I feel the desire to write something, to explore my feelings. By nature I’m a very rational person, I tend to think everything through, foresee all possible paths and yet I’m constantly filled with feelings and emotions. Some of my decisions and attitudes are made based on those emotions.
It’s hard for me to write down what I feel and think. Rather, it’s hard to explain it. Deep inside me from me and to me I know exactly what I am thinking and feeling, but is’s all just so hard to put into words. I could say it’s overwhelming, but that would not be true; I don’t feel overwhelmed. There’s joy, apinhc of sadness, some tranquility, a piece of everything. I feel quiet, peacefull, and yet…
And yet, nothing. In the midst of all this chaos of emotions there’s a sort of a void, a blankness that can’t be explained. Like I said, it’s all very hard to explain.
Music helps me to make some sens of all of this, music can have the ability to touch my soul, to transport me on a journey through the universe, and it helps me to relax, to simply just be.
I think I’ll retire for now.